HELP  
 
MENU:    
 

Ghetto Beauty

Troynetta_Sincere_75
By: Troynetta_Sincere
Mood: full of life
Date: 02/12/2010 16:08:20
Music: None


Be sure to leave a comment!

Monday, December 21, 2009

Ghetto Beauty By: Troynetta Johnson

CHAPTER 1 “Tomorrow is your big day,” Dino said while laying across the king sized bed.“Yes baby, it is, and I can’t wait,” Keisha said with a big smile sitting at the edge of the bed scanning through Ebony magazine and daydreaming about her big day. “You haven’t thanked me yet.” Dino stretched his long masculine legs out and kicked the silk comforter off of him.“Thank you for what baby?” Keisha asked, turning to look at him. “Thank me for who you are,” he said, getting pissed at her changing attitude. “What do you mean?” Keisha said with a confused look. “Before me, you weren’t shit. Now look at you. A woman who wears the hottest designer clothes, lives in a fly crib, and drives the finest vehicle. You are the envy of every bitch. Not to mention you have me. Hell, if I put you on the market I’d make a killing off your ass. I made you a hot brand.” Keisha sat there thinking, this bastard is talking about me like I’m not human. Did he just call me a brand? All of this is his shit, not mine. “So thank me, baby,” Dino said again. Keisha placed the magazine down and walked over to Dino’s side of the bed, looked him straight in the eyes, and said, “Thank you, Daddy. Thank you for everything that you have done for me and my mother. I love you.” She kissed him on the lips. “That’s sweet baby, but it’s not enough.” Keisha understood what that meant, so she started kissing his chest slowly making her way down to his jewels when he grabbed her by the hair and roughly pushed her off him. “No! That’s not what I want either.” She didn’t know what to do. He had never turned down her sexual advances before. “What do you want, Daddy? Your wish is my command,” Keisha whispered softly in his ear. “I want you to crawl for me.” “Crawl?” Keisha said loudly, laughing in disbelief. This duck is full of himself. He can’t be serious. “Bitch, do it look like I’m joking? Get on your knees and crawl!” “Dino, I’m not crawling. I’ll do whatever else you want, but I’m not groveling on the floor like a fucking dog.” Dino thought, that’s exactly what you are, bitch.“When I met you, I remember that you and your mother were about to get evicted. You didn’t have shit; you barely had a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of. You were using toilet tissue as a sanitary napkin. I introduced you to Stayfree. I buy your clothes, your hygiene products, and keep your hair and nails done. Without me you’re nothing but a bum with a pretty face. I gave you life. You just existed. I am your GOD and I said crawl hoe, so crawl!” “Dino, I was fifteen. What was I supposed to do? I wasn’t old enough to work,” Keisha said, as she rolled over on her side. Dino jumped up and grabbed Keisha by her arm and threw her to the floor. She hit the side of her face on the nightstand. He didn’t care. Keisha balled up in a fetal position; she knew what was next. He kicked, hit, and squeezed the back of her neck as he screamed, “Crawl bitch, crawl!” in her ear. The pain from the sharp thrusts of his kicks was becoming unbearable, so she started to crawl. “That’s right. Crawl for your Daddy.” Dino walked over to the camera that he kept set up in their bedroom and pressed the record button. He then walked in view of the camera and ordered Keisha to crawl to him and kiss his feet. Pulling out his penis, he instructed her to lick it like a puppy licks his paw. Scared for her life, Keisha did everything Dino commanded. The last time she disobeyed him, he kept her locked in the room for a week without anything to eat or drink but stale crackers and tap water. When he finally let her out, she had to go to the hospital. Dino violently fucked Keisha until she bled like she was on her menstrual. The more she cried and screamed from the pain, the more turned on he became. After reaching his peak a few times, he picked Keisha up like a dirty rag and carried her into the bathroom. He dumped her in the tub and turned the hot water on. The water burned Keisha’s feet. She reached up and moved the handle to make the water luke-warm. “Soak your ass for a minute. It’ll feel better in the morning. Then come wipe this blood off my fucking floor.” Keisha sat there balled up and in much pain. A few hours later, long after the water was cold, Keisha finally got enough strength to clean herself. As she wiped her face, she felt pain on the right side. Frantically, she searched for a dry towel to wipe the mirror and get a clear view of her face. There was a small cut under her eye. She ran cold water on the towel and pressed it on the cut to take the swelling down. Keisha stared at herself in the mirror. She realized that she didn’t know that person anymore. She started reminiscing about how her life was before the death of her father. Growing up, she never wanted for anything. Her parents kept the sharpest house, cars, clothes, and jewelry in the hood. Keisha’s mother, Is’ Bella, was every man in the hoods dream chick. Is’ Bella was stunningly beautiful. Bi-racial (Italian and Black); 5’8 without heels, slender build, olive tone baby-smooth skin, high cheek bones, long dark silky hair, chestnut brown eyes with the prettiest smile and teeth that you ever seen. She used to model until she met Keisha’s father, Chico, who promised her the world. And he provided, true to his word with the hood riches. Chico was a big timer. He stood 6’2”, dark skinned, dark brown eyes, and a medium build with black wavy hair. He always wore a goatee to compliment his face. When he would smile for the ladies to show off his even pearly white teeth, they would giggle like little schoolgirls, but they didn’t have a chance in the world. Is’ Bella was the head bitch in charge. She had her hooks in him super deep. He loved her unconditionally. Keisha thought about how her father used to lift her and her friends up on his arms as weights for exercise. Keisha and her parents use to take exotic trips around the world. She remembered her 8th birthday when her daddy bought her a pony. She named him Thunder. She dreamed he would grow up to be the fastest racehorse in America. Keisha cried like a baby when her mother had to sell Thunder to pay the mortgage. “I miss you so much daddy,” Keisha said aloud as a tear rolled down her face. “Things would be so much better if you were here.” Word on the street was that her Uncle Ray had set her father up, his own brother. She was 12-years-old when her father died. Is' Bella hadn’t been the same since Chico’s death. “What the hell are you doing in there? Bring yo ass out here and get in the bed. You know I can’t sleep without you,” bellowed Dino. Keisha quickly snapped back to reality once she heard Dino’s voice.“Here I come,” she said nervously. Sounds like you was just sleeping fine to me, she thought. Back in the bedroom, Keisha cleaned her blood up off the cherry wood floor and reluctantly got in the bed next to Dino. He turned over towards Keisha, pulled her slim body towards him, kissed her on the back of her neck, and said, “I love you baby. Get some rest. Tomorrow is your big day.” His touch made her flush crawl. Keisha knew that it was time for her to leave. She had to make an exit plan, like the one that was on The Oprah Show. She thought about killing him and using the tapes as evidence of her abuse. But she knew there would be severe consequences behind that action from both the law and the streets. Dino was a big timer, he took care of a lot of households and people need him to eat. As Dino snored loudly, Keisha brainstormed until she came up with an excellent escape plan. As soon as she dosed off, her mother was at the door knocking and telling her to get up.“Wake up Keisha. Today is your special day. Keisha, get up. Do you hear me?” “Yes, I hear you Mom. Here I come.” Keisha nudged Dino so he could wake up. “Dino get up and open the door. I got to get dressed and my clothes are downstairs. Dino get up.” “Okay baby,” Dino said.Dino got up, grabbed his boxers, and went into the bathroom. Keisha was standing by the bedroom door waiting for him to enter the code so she could open the door. “Dino come on, I don’t want to be late.” “Here I come,” Dino said while yawning and rubbing his eyes. When he looked at Keisha’s face he immediately felt remorse for what he did to her. “Baby, I’m sorry, I don’t know what got into me. I smoked some new weed last night. That shit had me out of my body. I’m sorry,” Dino said repeatedly.Not as sorry as your ass is going to be, Keisha thought. “It’s fine, nothing a little MAC won’t cover.” “Please forgive me.” “I forgive you,” Keisha said with a devious smirk. “Now get ready so that you can drop me off.” “Alright, but first I got a surprise for you.” Dino walked over to the nightstand and pulled out a skinny, long box. Keisha took the box and kissed Dino on the cheek in seeming delight. “Thank you. Now can you please open the door?”“Aren’t you gonna open it?”“Yes, but not now. I’ll open it after I get dressed.” Keisha tried not to show her impatience.“I think you may want to open it now.” Keisha opened the box, and there was a funny looking square black box with buttons on it and a piece of paper underneath. “What’s this?” she asked.“Go to the window,” Dino ordered. Keisha was scared, thinking that his crazy ass would push her out the window. She got close enough to see the trees outside.“Yeah baby, it looks beautiful out there,” she said, then turned to walk away. He pulled her back, turned her around, and told her to walk closer and look down. Her heart was racing. She searched the floor frantically to find something to hit him with, but nothing was in sight. As she walked closer to the window, she closed her eyes and started praying.“Lord please do not let this insane bastard throw me out this window.” Once she got to the window, she opened her eyes and looked down. Her mouth dropped open as she stared in disbelief. With a huge smile on her face, she turned around quickly to Dino and asked, “Is that mine?”“Yes baby it’s yours.” She picked the paper up out of the box. It was the title to a C-Class 320 sport coupe Silver Mercedes Benz, with her name, “Keisha Malina Lee” listed as the owner. She jumped on Dino and hugged him tight while kissing him all over his face. Instantly forgetting about the torture he put her through last night. Her only concern was that Silver Benz parked in the driveway of their home with a pink ribbon on top. “I have to go show my Mom. Dino, unlock the door. Please.”“Alright.”Dino wanted to get some head, but he knew after his cruel performance from last night, it would be best if he waited ’til later to ask. Keisha ran down the stairs and busted into her mother’s room, waving her title. Is’ Bella was smiling from ear to ear until she saw her daughter’s face.“Mom, I got me a Benz!” “I know, baby. What happened to your face Keisha?” “Mom, you already know.” “Keisha what did you do?” Keisha stood their shocked. She couldn’t believe her ears. How could a mother ask her child something like that, she thought. “What do you mean, what did I do?” Keisha said, confused. “Keisha come sit down. Why do you make him upset? Do you like this house we live in; the clothes, jewelry, furs, and your new car? Do you like all these nice things that he provides?” Is’Bella asked as she applied makeup to her daughter’s face.“Yes Mom, I do.” “Then act like it.” “Is it my fault that he doesn’t feel like a man unless he’s punching, smacking, kicking, or choking the shit out of me, Mom?” “Watch your mouth young lady!” “I’m sorry.” “No, that is not what I’m saying. No man should ever put his hand on a lady, but unfortunately some men do. And until you can provide this lifestyle for yourself, you have to deal with his bullshit. Life is about sacrificing. Keisha you are grown now and I can’t sugarcoat shit to you no more. Do you think me and your father never fought? Well, we did, but I knew when to be submissive and when to be aggressive.” “I’m so submissive that should be my name—Submissive Keisha.” “Ha ha, very funny, keep joking. I am trying to get you ready to deal with the real world. This world will fuck you then spit you out if you let it. Never be the person that gets fucked, you do the fucking. Remember that! Keisha I know my habit sometimes gets the best of me, but I love you and always want the best for you, and right now he is the best for you.” “Okay, Mom. I’ll do better. I promise not to make him upset. I have to go get dressed. I love you.” Keisha kissed her mom and left the room.“Tell Dino to come eat his breakfast.” “Okay mom I will.” Dino walk into the kitchen shamefully as Is’Bella stared at him. “I don’t like what you did to my daughter face. She is not your punching bag.” “I know Mom. I don’t know what got into me. She just makes me so mad at times. I promised myself that I will never hit her again.” “I believe you, baby,” she said as she poured him a cup of coffee and kissed him on his forehead. Moments later, Keisha walked into the kitchen. “How do I look?” She was wearing a one shoulder Robert Cavalli dress. It was a pastel yellow with Swarovski crystals going all around. “You look marvelous,” Dino said. He’d seen her dressed up before, but today she was glowing. His dick rose to salute her. He repositioned himself so that no one would notice. Is’ Bella eyes filled with tears. “Baby, today is the third happiest day of my life. The first was when I met your father, and the second was giving birth to you.” “Mom, please don’t make me cry, I have to go. I don’t want to mess up my makeup. Please be on time. It starts promptly at eleven and seating is limited.”“Are you driving your new car?” Dino asked. “You know I am, baby!” Is’ Bella hugged her and said, “I know that your father is smiling down on you from heaven.” Keisha hugged and kissed Dino and left out the door. She walked around her new car, checking it out. She knew Dino had to deck the car out; he loved for them to be the talk of the town. The car was fully loaded, sitting on 20’s, keyless entry, leather interior with dual power and heated seats, panorama sunroof, six disc CD changer, power rear window sunshade, automatic adjustable seats, and four zone climate control with license plates that read Queen B. She jumped in the car, started the ignition, adjusted the mirrors, and then drove off. She couldn’t believe that she was driving by herself. Dino never let her drive by herself. He must really feel guilty, she thought. She pulled out her cell phone to call her best friends. “Hello Tameka, what’s up girl?” “Nothing much, just getting ready. What time do we have to be there?” “It don’t start ’til eleven, but I’m coming to pick you guy’s up now.” “What, you driving by yourself?” Tameka asked, shocked.“Hell yeah, and guess what I am driving?” “What?” “Damn Tameka”“What’s wrong Keisha?” “I’ll call you back I left my bag at the house. I have to turn around.” “I’ll call Sherrie and tell her to come over. We will be here waiting. Sis, in case I forget to tell you later, I am so proud of you.” “Thank you! That means a lot to me. I’ll see ya’ll in a minute.” Keisha flipped the phone down and made a u-turn. Keisha, Tameka, and Sherrie had been friends since their pigtail days. Their mothers used to be best friends. But like most friends; men, money, drugs or jealously invades and destroys the friendship. Their mothers were the dimes in the neighborhood. Men would give up anything to be with them. Tameka’s mother Cheryl was shaped like a Coca-cola bottle. She stood 5’7”, dark skin, brown eyes, small waist, and double D breast, with a lot of junk in her trunk. She wore her hair in a pixie cut similar to Halle Berry. Tameka never knew her father. Word is that she was a trick baby. Sherrie’s mother Mary is about 5’5”, light skinned, with a small top and big bottom. She has those funny colored eyes that go from green to hazel. What stood out most about her are her were her two deep beautiful dimples. She kept her naturally wavy hair blonde and short. She looked bi-racial but she’d never say. Sherrie’s father was in jail for killing a man over her mom. They said the man complimented her mother too many times and Sherrie’s father took it as disrespect. Keisha, Tameka, and Sherrie were the exact replicas of their mothers. Keisha was ecstatic; she felt like she was on top of the world. Today, she’d received two things that she always wanted. Keisha couldn’t remember the last time she felt this good. She turned on the radio, and they were playing her song, a throw back. She turned the volume up and started rapping along with the song. ”Nuttin’ make a woman feel betta than Berrettas and Amarettas, butta leathers and mad cheddaz. Chillin’ in a Benz with my ami-gos. Tryin’ to stick a nigga for his pe-sos. If you say so's, then I'm the same chick that you wanna get with, lick up in my twat. Gotta hit the spot, if not don't test the poom poom nanny nanny, punanny donny, heyyy!”She turned the radio off as she pulled into her driveway. Once inside the house, Keisha yelled, “I forgot my bag.” She went to the kitchen to get something to drink. While drinking her water she heard moaning. She peaked inside her mother’s room and no one was there. As she walked to the stairway the moaning became louder. “Oh Dino, you know what to do to make Mommy happy.”Keisha dropped her glass, ran up the stairs, and pushed open the door. In there was the man she loved kissing the place from where she entered this world. She opened her mouth to scream, but not a sound came out. Her knees went weak, as she stood there watching her mother sex her man. She fell to the floor. They were so into each other that they didn’t notice or hear her. Her mind started racing. She gathered her strength and went into the hall closet to get one of Dino’s pistols. I’m gonna kill these bitches. As she ransacked through Dino’s things she came across a duffle bag filled with money and drugs. Keisha quickly recalled her exit plan. She tiptoed down the stairs, walked quietly to the kitchen, and spread the drugs out on the table. She put a pot of water on the stove and placed baking soda and the scale next to a plate. It wasn’t a large amount of drugs but enough to get Dino sent away. She knew that Dino had two strikes against him and the third one would put him away for a long time. She planted some in her mother’s room on her dresser. She knew that her mother would plead as an addict and get sent to a rehab since this was her first offense. She didn’t want her mother to go to jail. She took all the pictures of her and her father off the dresser and left with the duffle bag full of money. Keisha drove to the nearest pay phone and dialed 911. “911, can I help you?” Keisha disguised her voice like a man. “Yeah, hello I want to report a drug deal going down. Hurry before they leave. This person is someone you guy’s been trying to catch for a long time.” She gave the operator the address to Dino’s house.“Sir, what is your name?” the operator asked as Keisha dropped the phone receiver. She hopped in her car and drove down the small alley across from her house. She parked the car and hid in the neighbor’s bushes. Moments later, she watched the police bust in the door of her former house and bring out her handcuffed mother who was crying hysterically. Keisha felt sorry for her, until she noticed the sheet wrapped around her mother. Her sympathy turned to anger. That’s what her drug addicted ass gets.Next, the officers brought out Dino in handcuffs with only his boxers on. From across the street it looked like he had a smile on his face. He didn’t seem worried, Keisha thought. Is he going to get out? Keisha became nervous thinking about Dino getting out. Her phone rung and she hurried and pressed mute. She looked at the caller ID and saw it was Tameka. She answered the phone and whispered, “I’ll call you right back.”After the police left, Keisha snuck back into the house to get her car title. Carefully stepping over things the police officers ransacked while looking for more drugs, she came across a box full of video tapes. She snatched the camcorder and everything else she could think of and left. After she drove some distance away from the house, Keisha pulled over on the side of the road and started watching the tapes. Was this bastard recording us all the time? She watched the tapes in agony. Her phone kept ringing. Who the hell is this keep calling me? She searched in her purse for her phone. Finally she recovered it and looked at the caller ID and saw it was Tameka again. Keisha answered the phone to a screaming voice. “Where are you? Is everything cool?” a concerned Tameka asked. “No Tameka, it’s not.” Keisha started crying as she told Tameka everything. “Come get us right now, Keisha. You don’t need to be alone.” “Here I come.” Keisha hung up the phone, put the car in drive, and headed towards Tameka’s house. “Tameka, what happened? What’s wrong with Keisha? Did that mother-fucker put his hands on her again? Tell me what is wrong, Tameka!” Sherrie said.“Keisha just caught Dino and her mother having sex,” Tameka explained. “Are you serious?” “Not only that, she found a stash of videotapes that Dino had. Apparently they’ve been sexing since they all moved out there.” “So they’ve been fucking for about two years?” Sherrie asked, astonished at what she was hearing. “I want to kill that trifling ass bastard for putting her through this shit,” Tameka said.“Me too Tameka, every dog has his day! And today will be Dino’s day. How could her mother do that to her? Oh, that explains why she never told Keisha to leave his sorry ass,” Sherrie said. “Keisha’s mother is on drugs. That bastard took advantage of her. Everybody knows that a crack head will do anything for a fix. You have straight men sucking dick for a high, and Keisha’s mom stills looks good for her to have a habit. Hell, she and Keisha look just alike.” “You right, Tameka.” Keisha arrived at Tameka’s house and blew the horn. Tameka and Sherrie headed outside. Once they saw the car, they forgot about what Keisha just went through. “This car is the business,” Sherrie said. “You want it? You can have it.” Keisha had tears in her eyes as she stared straight ahead.“Keisha, you’re not going to give this bitch a sixty thousand dollar car. I know you feel like your world came to an end, but I promise you, day by day, you will get better. Let’s go get your degree you worked so hard for,” Tameka said. “I don’t feel like it, Tameka. I just want to ball up in the corner and die.” “Quit talking like that. Life is unfair, we all know that, and the ones you love are the ones that hurt you the most. But what don’t kill you makes you stronger. Plus real bitches don’t die young. Now let’s go get that damn degree!” “Tameka, I know you mean well but I can’t. How can I put a smile on my face when I’m in so much pain?” “Keisha, you have a degree in Marketing and Advertising waiting on you. You are the first one in your family to graduate from college. You gonna walk your ass across that stage and make your father proud. Now move the hell over and let’s go. I’m driving. Your vision’s a little impaired right now.” “You just want to get behind the wheel,” Keisha said as she got out the car and walk over to the passenger side. “Yes I do.” They all laughed. Keisha was late getting there and everything was over. She did get a chance to say goodbye to some of her professors. As she said her farewells, Que, a classmate who always asked her out, walked over and gave her a card and some roses. “Congratulation Ms. Lee. I hope this will not be the last time that we see each other.” “I’m sorry, I don’t have anything for you,” Keisha said. “That’s cool. I wrote my number on the card. I have to go, my family is waiting on me, and I was waiting on you. Call me when you get a chance.” He kissed her on her cheek and walked away.“Damn girl, he is fine. Who the hell is that?” Tameka asked. “That’s Que. He was in a couple of my classes.” “He jonesing for you,” Sherrie said. “Girl, I’m done with men,” Keisha declared. Tameka and Sherrie looked at her funny.“I’m not going to women. I just need time to myself. Let’s go get something to eat yall crazy” “What do you wanna eat?” Sherrie asked as she snatched the roses out of Keisha’s hands. She’d never had a man buy her roses before. “I want a good home cooked meal,” Keisha said, rubbing her stomach.“MacArthur’s it is,” they said at once. “First, let‘s go change. I need to take this shit off,” Tameka said. “I don’t have anything to wear. All my clothes are at the house. I can’t go back there.” “Well, let’s go buy you something. My treat,” Tameka said. “It’s cool, I got it. A bitch did leave with a stash.” “Hell, in that case buy me something,” Tameka said, laughing. “No problem,” Keisha said, waving a wad of money she pulled out of her purse.“Let’s go somewhere in the hood, I don’t feel like going Downtown. Wait, I know the perfect spot.” Keisha grabbed her phone out of her purse and start dialing. “Hello Sin’cere, this is Keisha. Clear the store out. My girls and I are coming through, and I really don’t feel like being bothered with the hood-rats.” “No problem,” Sin’cere replied. “I’m going to pull up in the back,” Keisha said. “Okay.” They hung up and Keisha, Tameka, and Sherrie headed to the car.Sin’cere didn’t hesitate to clean house. She knew that Keisha would spend more money in a day then all those chicks would spend together in a year with her. “Damn girl, you got it like that?” Sherrie asked as they drove down the highway. “Yeah, you know Dino spends a lot of money with Sin’cere. Hell, you can say that she’s my personal shopper. Even when I don’t get clothes from her store, she’ll pick my shit out from other stores.” “She does have an eye for fashion.” Sherrie said. They arrived at the store and Keisha pulled up in the back. She honked the horn and Sin’cere came to the door and waved for them to come in. She had already pulled out a couple of outfits for Keisha to try on. “Sin’cere, today I want something very provocative. I want it to hug my hips, boost up my breast, and show off my long, sexy legs,” Keisha said as she entered the shop. “I got the perfect outfit for you, but don’t tell that man of yours that you got it from me!” “I won’t” Keisha said, smiling. “I’m serious Keisha. I don’t want to hear that fool’s mouth.” “Bitch, keep it real. You don’t want him to stop spending that dough in here,” Keisha said. “That too!”They looked at each other and started laughing. Sin’cere and Keisha had always been cool with each other. Sin’cere took to Keisha when Dino first introduced them. She knew the hell Dino was putting her through. She went through the same shit with her trifling ass boyfriend before he got killed. Sin’cere was six years older than Keisha. Sin’cere and Dino went to school together. After high school they hung out in the same circle. Her man and Dino were also friends. Birds of a feather flocked together.“My girls need a fit. Pick them out the hottest shit you got, but don’t let my bill go over $2,500.00.” “I got you covered. Dino must be out of town,” Sin’cere said. “Yes, he is.” “In that case, let’s pull out some bubbly.” “I can’t drink. I haven’t eaten yet,” Keisha said. “I’ll order us a pizza.” Sin’cere headed toward her office to look up the number to order the pizza. They set, talk, ate, and drank until late into the evening. “We have been in here all day. Let’s go,” Tameka said. “Yeah, it’s time for me to lock up. I’ll see you ladies later. Congratulations Keisha! Oh, before I forget, I got something for you.” Sin’cere gave Keisha a box wrapped in metallic pink wrapping with a satin purple bow. “You shouldn’t have,” Keisha said. “You know I had to give my favorite customer something on her special day.” Keisha’s eyes got watery. Not because of the gift, but from her thinking about how her day started off good and ended up sad. This is the worst day of my life, Keisha thought. “Don’t cry girl. It’s not that expensive of a gift,” Sin’cere teased. “Thank you, Sin’cere for everything; the long talks, the knowledge, and the wisdom that you have shared with me over the years.” “You welcome, baby. I’ll do anything for you, anything, just ask.” Sincere knew at that moment that Keisha was holding something in. She also knew that Keisha would talk to her about it in her own time. “Damn I really wanted some Mac Arthurs,” Sherrie said. “I did too. I want some of their banana pudding,” Keisha said. “Let’s ride out there and see if they’re open,” Sherrie instructed.They were too late; they were closed. They arrived 15 minutes too late. “Since we over here, let’s ride down to the circle,” Sherrie said. “The circle, what the hell is that?” Keisha asked. “It’s like Washington Park. People go there and hang out,” Sherrie explained. “You want to go?” “Yeah, anything to keep my mind occupied.” Keisha was depressed.They drove up to the Circle and it was packed. Girls were on top of cars half naked, Thug’s were out getting their 50 Cent on. “This shit is crazy. Look at the buffet of dudes,” Keisha said, shaking out of her funk.“I know, right,” Tameka said as she attempted to comb her hair. “Park so we can get out and walk,” Sherrie said frantically. As they walked past a group of guys leaning on a Lincoln Navigator, the fella’s started whispering and waving for them to come over. “What’s up, ma? Can I get your number? Damn all y’all look good,” one boy said out the crowd. “I like this attention,” Tameka said, as she smiled and waved at the group of guys.A skinny replica of the singer, Ginuwine, walked up to Tameka and asked for her number. She looked him up and down and said, “You didn’t even ask me my name.” “I already know it.” “What is it?” “Beauty” “What?” “If that’s not your name, it should be.” Keisha and Sherrie looked at each other and burst out laughing. They knew he was full of shit. “No seriously, my name is June. What’s yours?” “My name is Tameka.” Keisha and Sherrie walked off as Tameka stood their getting macked down.“Keisha, these West side guys sure come on strong,” Sherrie said.“Yeah, with that weak ass line, I have family out here, my father’s people.” “You want to go visit them?” “I don’t know them like that. After my father’s death, my mother wouldn’t let me go around them.” “That’s right, I forgot,” Sherrie said. “I’m tired of walking. Let’s go get Tameka and bounce,” Keisha said, heading back in the direction they came. As she walked towards her car, Keisha heard someone call her name. She stopped and looked around. “Hey, what’s up stranger?” the guy said once he got close to her. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” Keisha asked. “I’m your cousin Andre, Ray’s son.” Keisha looked him up and down. Can this day get any worse? She thought. He must don’t know that Ray had my father killed, she thought. “Why you looking at me like that? You don’t believe me?” “No, it isn’t that. I’m just having a not so good day today. How is your father?” she asked nonchalantly, praying he was dead or sprung out on drugs. “I couldn’t tell you. To be honest, I don’t fuck with him. He never was a father to me or my brother. He abandoned us after our mother died.” “How do you remember me?” “How can I forget you? We lived with yall for about a year after my mother died. Are you still a spoiled ass? How’s your mom? You look just like her, that’s how I really recognized you,” he explained as he continued with his questions.Keisha started to warm up to him once he told her that he didn’t associate with his father. “My mom is doing fine. I remember you now. You used to take my Barbie doll heads and hide them.” “That would be me,” he said, proudly. “We ’bout to bounce it was nice seeing you.” “Wait cuz, give me your number, and I’ll call you tomorrow so we can go out to lunch and catch up. I know my brother will be happy to see you.” Some girl walked over in-between them, stood directly in front of Keisha, and started pointing her finger in Andre’s face. “Every time I turn my back you all up in some bitch face. You are going to make me catch a murda out here,” she said as she turned around and rolled her eyes at Keisha. “Excuse me. Who are you calling a bitch? Whore I might not look it, but I can get as ghetto as yo ig-nant ass look in a split second,” Keisha said.Andre grabbed the girl by her neck. “Bitch, don’t you ever disrespect my cousin like that again.” “I’m sorry, baby, I didn’t know that was your cousin,” she said. Andre let her go and she went over to Keisha and tried to hug her. Keisha stepped back. The girl looked and said, “My fault you know these bitches be out her paper chasing and he’s is the biggest fish out here. No harm intended.”Big fish stood in Keisha’s head. She started thinking on how he could be beneficial to her. “I’ll call you tomorrow, cuz,” he said to Keisha. “Bring your crazy ass on.” Andre grabbed his girl, walking off hugging her hips and squeezing her big ass. “Daddy, you know I have to protect my property,” Andre’s girl said while smacking on some gum.“Damn these hoes out here are crazy,” Sherrie said.“They’re not no crazier than the ones out south. Maybe just a little bolder,” Keisha said.“Yeah, but she was about to get her ass kicked Southside style,” Tameka said. They gave each other a high five. “I’m sleeping at your house tonight, Tameka,” Keisha said.“That’s cool with me.” On the ride home, no one talked much. They dropped Sherrie off then headed towards Tameka house. Once settled in bed, Keisha couldn’t sleep. Her mind wouldn’t let her. She kept picturing her mom and Dino in bed together. Today was supposed to be one of the happiest days of my life. Keisha’s crying woke Tameka up. Tameka looked over at her and said, “Keisha, you have to get some sleep.” “I can’t. My mind won’t let me. I keep picturing them together. Do you think that Dino is going to get out?” “I don’t know. How much shit was it?” “It wasn’t much.” “It all depends on his parole officer and his lawyer.” “His lawyer?” Keisha asked. She hadn’t factored in a lawyer. “Yeah if his lawyer is good, he can get him off with no probable cause.” “Why hasn’t he called yet? He knows, doesn’t he?” Keisha started to think her plan didn’t work. What if Dino heard her when she was in the kitchen? What if he saw her hiding in the bushes? She was thinking all kinds of crazy thoughts.“Naw, he still going through the process. He’ll call tomorrow, probably the first thing in the morning. He doesn’t know shit. He will never think that you would do something like that. Now get some sleep, you need it.” “I can’t believe my mom would do that to me.” “Keisha, your mother is on drugs. She’s not herself. She didn’t do it; the drugs did it. Remember that. Don’t hate your mother. Help her get some help. Dino took advantage of her. He probably told her that he would give her an unlimited supply if she’ll slept with him. You never know.” “It’s easy for someone to say the drugs made them do it. Your mother is on drugs. Do you think she will ever do something like that to you?” “My mom no longer does drugs, she drinks, and I honestly don’t know what she’ll do. I can’t keep a man long enough to find out. So I’ll probably never know,” Tameka said and Keisha laughed. “Now, go to sleep. Good night.” “Good night Tameka!”






There are no comments submitted!